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dee 🪼's avatar

As someone who went on to study to become a therapist, I still resonate deeply. Fixing other people as a way to foster intimacy never works out, you put it perfectly into words

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Cubitum Eamus?'s avatar

Exactly me..I feel so guilty about feeling this way. Just to handle someone else's sadness I've even ruined my exams....I feel so numb nowadays but after reading this article I really feel seen for once...

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Olivia Knox's avatar

Eldest daughter core

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Cheryl Lynne's avatar

I wanted to be a therapist all my life literally because I wanted to help folks not go through what I did and/or felt. The way being a therapist is depicted here seems unhealthy. The relationship between therapist and client isn’t about being needed and then cast aside as they grow. To me, it’s more about walking beside folks as they learn and grow into who they want to be.

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Hannah O's avatar

I remember saying to a friend that I felt like I was regulating for the both of us and I couldn’t do it anymore, we weren’t friends after that and this has helped me understand why.

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rue〃★'s avatar

This feels like me... But I didn't have the words to put out why I'd want to quit being a therapist friend. I love how you put this together !!

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Kate Rachel's avatar

Called in times of crisis but not in times on consideration... So well said! 👏

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mylittlewriter's avatar

This doesn’t 100% apply to really close friends and family you love

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Monae's avatar

This is beautiful. Times where I was listening to other people’s problems and fixing them but later on couldn’t fix my own or ask that same person for help, felt like a punch in the gut. You explained it perfectly.

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minda severtson's avatar

you have such an incredible way with words, some quotes that stuck out to me amongst many others: "empathy doesn't require self abandonment" "you set yourself on fire to keep someone else warm" "is it really a compliment to be called mature while wiping away someone else’s tears, or is it just a subtle form of permission to neglect ourselves?" you are truly so gifted and from one recovering therapist friend to another, i feel so seen to my very core by this piece, thank you for writing this 💜

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alito's avatar

This is so real, I recently left behind a “friend” because I was exhausted of helping her out with her relationship issues, she wouldn’t listen to me and I felt horrible, I was feeling alone by her attitude so I just ended it. Then I realized I wasn’t the problem, however, I felt guilty for taking care of myself. Great description of how it is to be the therapist friend 🫶🏼

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ramblingrose's avatar

“I began to realize that being needed wasn’t the same thing as being loved” oh my god .

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shravani's avatar

this going to haunt me for a lifetime

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Wanja Kiragu's avatar

This is such a validating read

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Kritika Gowda's avatar

It’s extremely difficult being a therapist. Don’t be one, especially if you’re not equipped for it.

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Qudsia's avatar

this spoke to my heart

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